Showing posts with label Alzheimers. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Alzheimers. Show all posts

Friday, April 10, 2009

Out Of Service

What do you do when your head isn't working? When it's one of those "blah" days and you can't remember anything or get motivated. Your mind wanders all over the place and all you really want is to go out with some friends and have a good time? When your thoughts are so blurry you don't even know if they qualify as solid thoughts or closer to something resembling mashed potatoes. Mmm, that sounds really good to eat. Anyhow, I found myself going to get online earlier and then sat there as the seconds compounded into minutes, thinking to myself "what the hell was I getting on here for? Was I checking my email? Shopping? Paying Bills? Going to Web MD to look up why I feel like I'm on the verge of early Alzheimer's but only occasionally? What the hell? I don't feel like I'm a spazz or anything but wonder on some days just why my brain decided to take a vacation and not notify me. That's just not cool. I could use a beach, some cold drinks and hours to waste basking in the sun too! I mean, couldn't we all?